Like most creatures of the Wild,he early experienced famine.There came a time when not only did the meat-supply cease,but the milk no longer came from his mother’s breast.At first, the cubs whimpered and cried,but for the most part they slept.It was not long before they were reduced to a coma of hunger.There were no more spats and squabbles,no more tiny rages nor attempts at growling;while the adventures toward the far white wall ceased altogether.The cubs slept, while the life that was in them flickered and died down.
One Eye was desperate. He ranged far and wide,and slept but little in the lair that had now become cheerless and miserable.The she-wolf, too, left her litter and went out in search of meat.In the first days after the birth of the cubs,One Eye had journeyed several times back to the Indian camp and robbed the rabbit snares; but, with the melting of the snow and the opening of the streams, the Indian camp had moved away, and that source of supply was closed to him.
When the grey cub came back to life and again took interest in the far white wall, he found that the population of his world had been reduced. Only one sister remained to him. The rest were gone. As he grew stronger, he found himself compelled to play alone, for the sister no longer lifted her head nor moved about. His little body rounded out with the meat he now ate; but the food had come too late for her. She slept continuously, a tiny skeleton flung round with skin in which the flame flickered lower and lower and at last went out.
Then there came a time when the grey cub no longer saw his father appearing and disappearing in the wall nor lying down asleep in the entrance. This had happened at the end of a second and less severe famine. The she-wolf knew why One Eye never came back, but there was no way by which she could tell what she had seen to the grey cub. Hunting herself for meat, up the left fork of the stream where lived the lynx, she had followed a day-old trail of One Eye. And she had found him, or what remained of him, at the end of the trail. There were many signs of the battle that had been fought, and of the lynx’s withdrawal to her lair after having won the victory. Before she went away, the she-wolf had found this lair, but the signs told her that the lynx was inside, and she had not dared to venture in.
After that, the she-wolf in her hunting avoided the left fork.For she knew that in the lynx’s lair was a litter of kittens,and she knew the lynx for a fierce,bad-tempered creature and a terrible fighter.It was all very well for half a dozen wolves to drive a lynx,spitting and bristling, up a tree;but it was quite a different matter for a lone wolf to encounter a lynx—especially when the lynx was known to have a litter of hungry kittens at her back.
But the Wild is the Wild, and motherhood is motherhood,at all times fiercely protective whether in the Wild or out of it;and the time was to come when the she-wolf,for her grey cub’s sake, would venture the left fork,and the lair in the rocks, and the lynx’s wrath.
CHAPTER IV THE WALL OF THE WORLD
By the time his mother began leaving the cave on hunting expeditions,the cub had learned well the law that forbade his approaching the entrance.Not only had this law been forcibly and many times impressed on him by his mother’s nose and paw, but in him the instinct of fear was developing. Never, in his brief cave-life, had he encountered anything of which to be afraid. Yet fear was in him. It had come down to him from a remote ancestry through a thousand thousand lives. It was a heritage he had received directly from One Eye and the she-wolf; but to them, in turn, it had been passed down through all the generations of wolves that had gone before. Fear!—that legacy of the Wild which no animal may escape nor exchange for pottage.
So the grey cub knew fear,though he knew not the stuff of which fear was made.Possibly he accepted it as one of the restrictions of life.For he had already learned that there were such restrictions.Hunger he had known;and when he could not appease his hunger he had felt restriction.The hard obstruction of the cave-wall,the sharp nudge of his mother’s nose,the smashing stroke of her paw,the hunger unappeased of several famines,had borne in upon him that all was not freedom in the world,that to life there was limitations and restraints.These limitations and restraints were laws.To be obedient to them was to escape hurt and make for happiness.
He did not reason the question out in this man fashion.He merely classified the things that hurt and the things that did not hurt.And after such classification he avoided the things that hurt,the restrictions and restraints,in order to enjoy the satisfactions and the remunerations of life.
Thus it was that in obedience to the law laid down by his mother,and in obedience to the law of that unknown and nameless thing,fear, he kept away from the mouth of the cave.It remained to him a white wall of light.When his mother was absent, he slept most of the time,while during the intervals that he was awake he kept very quiet,suppressing the whimpering cries that tickled in his throat and strove for noise.
Once, lying awake, he heard a strange sound in the white wall.He did not know that it was a wolverine,standing outside, all a-trembling with its own daring,and cautiously scenting out the contents of the cave.The cub knew only that the sniff was strange,a something unclassified,therefore unknown and terrible—for the unknown was one of the chief elements that went into the making of fear.
The hair bristled upon the grey cub’s back,but it bristled silently.How was he to know that this thing that sniffed was a thing at which to bristle?It was not born of any knowledge of his,yet it was the visible expression of the fear that was in him,and for which, in his own life,there was no accounting.But fear was accompanied by another instinct—that of concealment.The cub was in a frenzy of terror,yet he lay without movement or sound, frozen,petrified into immobility, to all appearances dead.His mother, coming home,growled as she smelt the wolverine’s track,and bounded into the cave and licked and nozzled him with undue vehemence of affection. And the cub felt that somehow he had escaped a great hurt.
But there were other forces at work in the cub,the greatest of which was growth.Instinct and law demanded of him obedience.But growth demanded disobedience.His mother and fear impelled him to keep away from the white wall.Growth is life, and life is for ever destined to make for light.So there was no damming up the tide of life that was rising within him—rising with every mouthful of meat he swallowed, with every breath he drew. In the end, one day, fear and obedience were swept away by the rush of life, and the cub straddled and sprawled toward the entrance.
Unlike any other wall with which he had had experience,this wall seemed to recede from him as he approached.No hard surface collided with the tender little nose he thrust out tentatively before him. The substance of the wall seemed as permeable and yielding as light. And as condition, in his eyes, had the seeming of form, so he entered into what had been wall to him and bathed in the substance that composed it.