“It is enough, Phœbe,” said Clifford,with a melancholy smile. “When I first saw you,you were the prettiest little maiden in the world;and now you have deepened into beauty.Girlhood has passed into womanhood; the bud is a bloom!Go, now—I feel lonelier than I did.”
Phœbe took leave of the desolate couple,and passed through the shop,twinkling her eyelids to shake off a dew-drop;for—considering how brief her absence was to be,and therefore the folly of being cast down about it—she would not so far acknowledge her tears as to dry them with her handkerchief. On the doorstep, she met the little urchin whose marvellous feats of gastronomy have been recorded in the earlier pages of our narrative. She took from the window some specimen or other of natural history,—her eyes being too dim with moisture to inform her accurately whether it was a rabbit or a hippopotamus,—put it into the child’s hand as a parting gift, and went her way. Old Uncle Venner was just coming out of his door, with a wood-horse and saw on his shoulder; and, trudging along the street, he scrupled not to keep company with Phœbe, so far as their paths lay together; nor, in spite of his patched coat and rusty beaver, and the curious fashion of his tow-cloth trousers, could she find it in her heart to outwalk him.
“We shall miss you, next Sabbath afternoon,” observed the street philosopher.“It is unaccountable how little while it takes some folks to grow just as natural to a man as his own breath; and, begging your pardon, Miss Phœbe (though there can be no offence in an old man’s saying it), that’s just what you’ve grown to me!My years have been a great many,and your life is but just beginning; and yet,you are somehow as familiar to me as if I had found you at my mother’s door,and you had blossomed, like a running vine,all along my pathway since. Come back soon,or I shall be gone to my farm;for I begin to find these wood-sawing jobs a little too tough for my back-ache. ”
“Very soon, Uncle Venner,” replied Phœbe.
“And let it be all the sooner, Phœbe,for the sake of those poor souls yonder,” continued her companion.“They can never do without you, now,—never, Phœbe;never—no more than if one of God’s angels had been living with them,and making their dismal house pleasant and comfortable!Don’t it seem to you they’d be in a sad case, if,some pleasant summer morning like this,the angel should spread his wings,and fly to the place he came from?Well, just so they feel,now that you’re going home by the railroad!They can’t bear it, Miss Phœbe; so be sure to come back!”
“I am no angel, Uncle Venner,” said Phœbe, smiling,as she offered him her hand at the street-corner. “But,I suppose, people never feel so much like angels as when they are doing what little good they may. So I shall certainly come back!”
Thus parted the old man and the rosy girl;and Phœbe took the wings of the morning,and was soon flitting almost as rapidly away as if endowed with the aerial locomotion of the angels to whom Uncle Venner had so graciously compared her.
XV. The Scowl and Smile
Several days passed over the Seven Gables,heavily and drearily enough.In fact (not to attribute the whole gloom of sky and earth to the one inauspicious circumstance of Phœbe’s departure), an easterly storm had set in, and indefatigably applied itself to the task of making the black roof and walls of the old house look more cheerless than ever before. Yet was the outside not half so cheerless as the interior. Poor Clifford was cut off, at once, from all his scanty resources of enjoyment. Phœbe was not there; nor did the sunshine fall upon the floor. The garden, with its muddy walks, and the chill, dripping foliage of its summer-house, was an image to be shuddered at. Nothing flourished in the cold, moist, pitiless atmosphere, drifting with the brackish scud of sea-breezes, except the moss along the joints of the shingle-roof, and the great bunch of weeds, that had lately been suffering from drought, in the angle between the two front gables.
As for Hepzibah, she seemed not merely possessed with the east wind,but to be, in her very person,only another phase of this gray and sullen spell of weather;the East-Wind itself, grim and disconsolate,in a rusty black silk gown,and with a turban of cloud-wreaths on its head.The custom of the shop fell off,because a story got abroad that she soured her small beer and other damageable commodities, by scowling on them. It is, perhaps, true that the public had something reasonably to complain of in her deportment; but towards Clifford she was neither ill-tempered nor unkind, nor felt less warmth of heart than always, had it been possible to make it reach him. The inutility of her best efforts, however, palsied the poor old gentlewoman. She could do little else than sit silently in a corner of the room, when the wet pear-tree branches, sweeping across the small windows, created a noonday dusk, which Hepzibah unconsciously darkened with her woe-begone aspect. It was no fault of Hepzibah’s. Everything—even the old chairs and tables, that had known what weather was for three or four such lifetimes as her own—looked as damp and chill as if the present were their worst experience. The picture of the Puritan Colonel shivered on the wall. The house itself shivered, from every attic of its seven gables down to the great kitchen fireplace, which served all the better as an emblem of the mansion’s heart, because, though built for warmth, it was now so comfortless and empty.
Hepzibah attempted to enliven matters by a fire in the parlor.But the storm demon kept watch above, and,whenever a flame was kindled,drove the smoke back again,choking the chimney’s sooty throat with its own breath.Nevertheless, during four days of this miserable storm,Clifford wrapt himself in an old cloak,and occupied his customary chair.On the morning of the fifth,when summoned to breakfast,he responded only by a broken-hearted murmur,expressive of a determination not to leave his bed.His sister made no attempt to change his purpose.In fact, entirely as she loved him,Hepzibah could hardly have borne any longer the wretched duty—so impracticable by her few and rigid faculties—of seeking pastime for a still sensitive, but ruined mind, critical and fastidious, without force or volition. It was at least something short of positive despair, that to-day she might sit shivering alone, and not suffer continually a new grief, and unreasonable pang of remorse, at every fitful sigh of her fellow sufferer.
But Clifford, it seemed,though he did not make his appearance below stairs,had, after all, bestirred himself in quest of amusement.In the course of the forenoon,Hepzibah heard a note of music,which (there being no other tuneful contrivance in the House of the Seven Gables) she knew must proceed from Alice Pyncheon’s harpsichord. She was aware that Clifford, in his youth, had possessed a cultivated taste for music, and a considerable degree of skill in its practice. It was difficult, however, to conceive of his retaining an accomplishment to which daily exercise is so essential, in the measure indicated by the sweet, airy, and delicate, though most melancholy strain, that now stole upon her ear. Nor was it less marvellous that the long-silent instrument should be capable of so much melody. Hepzibah involuntarily thought of the ghostly harmonies, prelusive of death in the family, which were attributed to the legendary Alice. But it was, perhaps, proof of the agency of other than spiritual fingers, that, after a few touches, the chords seemed to snap asunder with their own vibrations, and the music ceased.