All done, all gone!So much was done and gone, that when I went out at the gate,the light of the day seemed of a darker colour than when I went in. For a while,I hid myself among some lanes and by-paths, and then struck off to walk all the way to London. For,I had by that time come to myself so far as to consider that I could not go back to the inn and see Drummle there;that I could not bear to sit upon the coach and be spoken to;that I could do nothing half so good for myself as tire myself out.
It was past midnight when I crossed London Bridge.Pursuing the narrow intricacies of the streets which at that time tended westward near the Middlesex shore of the river,my readiest access to the Temple was close by the river-side, through Whitefriars.I was not expected till to-morrow; but I had my keys, and, if Herbert were gone to bed,could get to bed myself without disturbing him.
As it seldom happened that I came in at that Whitefriars gate after the Temple was closed,and as I was very muddy and weary, I did not take it ill that the night-porter examined me with much attention as he held the gate a little way open for me to pass in. To help his memory I mentioned my name.
“I was not quite sure, sir, but I thought so. Here’s a note, sir. The messenger that brought it,said would you be so good as read it by my lantern?”
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Much surprised by the request, I took the note. It was directed to Philip Pip, Esquire,and on the top of the superscription were the words, “PLEASE READ THIS, HERE.” I opened it,the watchman holding up his light, and read inside, in Wemmick’s writing,—
“DON’T GO HOME.”
Chapter XLV.
Turning from the Temple gate as soon as I had read the warning,I made the best of my way to Fleet Street,and there got a late hackney chariot and drove to the Hummums in Covent Garden.In those times a bed was always to be got there at any hour of the night, and the chamberlain,letting me in at his ready wicket, lighted the candle next in order on his shelf,and showed me straight into the bedroom next in order on his list.It was a sort of vault on the ground floor at the back,with a despotic monster of a four-post bedstead in it, straddling over the whole place,putting one of his arbitrary legs into the fireplace and another into the doorway,and squeezing the wretched little washing-stand in quite a Divinely Righteous manner.
As I had asked for a night-light, the chamberlain had brought me in, before he left me,the good old constitutional rushlight of those virtuous days—an object like the ghost of a walking-cane,which instantly broke its back if it were touched, which nothing could ever be lighted at,and which was placed in solitary confinement at the bottom of a high tin tower,perforated with round holes that made a staringly wide-awake pattern on the walls.When I had got into bed, and lay there footsore, weary, and wretched,I found that I could no more close my own eyes than I could close the eyes of this foolish Argus.And thus, in the gloom and death of the night, we stared at one another.
What a doleful night!How anxious, how dismal, how long!There was an inhospitable smell in the room, of cold soot and hot dust; and,as I looked up into the corners of the tester over my head,I thought what a number of blue-bottle flies from the butchers’, and earwigs from the market,and grubs from the country, must be holding on up there, lying by for next summer.This led me to speculate whether any of them ever tumbled down,and then I fancied that I felt light falls on my face,—a disagreeable turn of thought,suggesting other and more objectionable approaches up my back.When I had lain awake a little while, those extraordinary voices with which silence teems began to make themselves audible.The closet whispered, the fireplace sighed, the little washing-stand ticked,and one guitar-string played occasionally in the chest of drawers. At about the same time,the eyes on the wall acquired a new expression,and in every one of those staring rounds I saw written, DON’T GO HOME.
Whatever night-fancies and night-noises crowded on me, they never warded off this DON’T GO HOME.It plaited itself into whatever I thought of, as a bodily pain would have done. Not long before,I had read in the newspapers, how a gentleman unknown had come to the Hummums in the night,and had gone to bed, and had destroyed himself,and had been found in the morning weltering in blood.It came into my head that he must have occupied this very vault of mine,and I got out of bed to assure myself that there were no red marks about;then opened the door to look out into the passages,and cheer myself with the companionship of a distant light,near which I knew the chamberlain to be dozing. But all this time, why I was not to go home,and what had happened at home, and when I should go home, and whether Provis was safe at home,were questions occupying my mind so busily,that one might have supposed there could be no more room in it for any other theme.Even when I thought of Estella, and how we had parted that day forever,and when I recalled all the circumstances of our parting, and all her looks and tones,and the action of her fingers while she knitted,—even then I was pursuing,here and there and everywhere, the caution, Don’t go home. When at last I dozed,in sheer exhaustion of mind and body, it became a vast shadowy verb which I had to conjugate.Imperative mood, present tense: Do not thou go home, let him not go home, let us not go home,do not ye or you go home, let not them go home. Then potentially: I may not and I cannot go home;and I might not, could not, would not, and should not go home;until I felt that I was going distracted, and rolled over on the pillow,and looked at the staring rounds upon the wall again.
I had left directions that I was to be called at seven;for it was plain that I must see Wemmick before seeing any one else,and equally plain that this was a case in which his Walworth sentiments only could be taken.It was a relief to get out of the room where the night had been so miserable,and I needed no second knocking at the door to startle me from my uneasy bed.
The Castle battlements arose upon my view at eight o’clock.The little servant happening to be entering the fortress with two hot rolls,I passed through the postern and crossed the drawbridge in her company,and so came without announcement into the presence of Wemmick as he was making tea for himself and the Aged.An open door afforded a perspective view of the Aged in bed.
“Halloa, Mr. Pip!” said Wemmick. “You did come home, then?”
“Yes,” I returned; “but I didn’t go home.”
“That’s all right,” said he, rubbing his hands. “I left a note for you at each of the Temple gates,on the chance. Which gate did you come to?”
I told him.
“I’ll go round to the others in the course of the day and destroy the notes,” said Wemmick;“it’s a good rule never to leave documentary evidence if you can help it,because you don’t know when it may be put in. I’m going to take a liberty with you._Would_ you mind toasting this sausage for the Aged P.?”
I said I should be delighted to do it.
“Then you can go about your work, Mary Anne,” said Wemmick to the little servant;“which leaves us to ourselves, don’t you see, Mr. Pip?” he added, winking, as she disappeared.
I thanked him for his friendship and caution, and our discourse proceeded in a low tone,while I toasted the Aged’s sausage and he buttered the crumb of the Aged’s roll.
“Now, Mr. Pip, you know,” said Wemmick, “you and I understand one another.We are in our private and personal capacities,and we have been engaged in a confidential transaction before to-day.Official sentiments are one thing. We are extra official.”
I cordially assented. I was so very nervous,that I had already lighted the Aged’s sausage like a torch, and been obliged to blow it out.
“I accidentally heard, yesterday morning,” said Wemmick,“being in a certain place where I once took you,—even between you and me,it’s as well not to mention names when avoidable—”
“Much better not,” said I. “I understand you.”
“I heard there by chance, yesterday morning,” said Wemmick,“that a certain person not altogether of uncolonial pursuits,and not unpossessed of portable property,—I don’t know who it may really be, —we won’t name this person—”
“Not necessary,” said I.
“—Had made some little stir in a certain part of the world where a good many people go,not always in gratification of their own inclinations,and not quite irrespective of the government expense—”
In watching his face, I made quite a firework of the Aged’s sausage,and greatly discomposed both my own attention and Wemmick’s; for which I apologised.
“—By disappearing from such place, and being no more heard of thereabouts. From which,” said Wemmick, “conjectures had been raised and theories formed.I also heard that you at your chambers in Garden Court, Temple, had been watched, and might be watched again.”
“By whom?” said I.
“I wouldn’t go into that,” said Wemmick, evasively, “it might clash with official responsibilities.I heard it, as I have in my time heard other curious things in the same place.I don’t tell it you on information received. I heard it.”
He took the toasting-fork and sausage from me as he spoke,and set forth the Aged’s breakfast neatly on a little tray. Previous to placing it before him,he went into the Aged’s room with a clean white cloth,and tied the same under the old gentleman’s chin, and propped him up,and put his nightcap on one side, and gave him quite a rakish air.Then he placed his breakfast before him with great care, and said, “All right, ain’t you, Aged P.?” To which the cheerful Aged replied, “All right, John, my boy, all right!” As there seemed to be a tacit understanding that the Aged was not in a presentable state,and was therefore to be considered invisible,I made a pretence of being in complete ignorance of these proceedings.
“This watching of me at my chambers (which I have once had reason to suspect),” I said to Wemmick when he came back, “is inseparable from the person to whom you have adverted; is it?”
Wemmick looked very serious. “I couldn’t undertake to say that, of my own knowledge. I mean,I couldn’t undertake to say it was at first. But it either is, or it will be, or it’s in great danger of being.”
As I saw that he was restrained by fealty to Little Britain from saying as much as he could,and as I knew with thankfulness to him how far out of his way he went to say what he did,I could not press him. But I told him, after a little meditation over the fire,that I would like to ask him a question, subject to his answering or not answering,as he deemed right, and sure that his course would be right. He paused in his breakfast,and crossing his arms, and pinching his shirt-sleeves (his notion of in-door comfort was to sit without any coat),he nodded to me once, to put my question.
“You have heard of a man of bad character, whose true name is Compeyson?”
He answered with one other nod.
“Is he living?”
One other nod.
“Is he in London?”
He gave me one other nod, compressed the post-office exceedingly, gave me one last nod, and went on with his breakfast.
“Now,” said Wemmick, “questioning being over,” which he emphasised and repeated for my guidance,“I come to what I did, after hearing what I heard. I went to Garden Court to find you;not finding you, I went to Clarriker’s to find Mr. Herbert.”
“And him you found?” said I, with great anxiety.
“And him I found. Without mentioning any names or going into any details,I gave him to understand that if he was aware of anybody—Tom, Jack,or Richard—being about the chambers, or about the immediate neighbourhood, he had better get Tom,Jack, or Richard out of the way while you were out of the way.”
“He would be greatly puzzled what to do?”
“He _was_ puzzled what to do; not the less,because I gave him my opinion that it was not safe to try to get Tom, Jack,or Richard too far out of the way at present. Mr. Pip, I’ll tell you something.Under existing circumstances, there is no place like a great city when you are once in it.Don’t break cover too soon. Lie close. Wait till things slacken, before you try the open, even for foreign air.”
I thanked him for his valuable advice, and asked him what Herbert had done?
“Mr. Herbert,” said Wemmick, “after being all of a heap for half an hour, struck out a plan.He mentioned to me as a secret, that he is courting a young lady who has,as no doubt you are aware, a bedridden Pa. Which Pa, having been in the Purser line of life,lies a-bed in a bow-window where he can see the ships sail up and down the river.You are acquainted with the young lady, most probably?”
“Not personally,” said I.
The truth was, that she had objected to me as an expensive companion who did Herbert no good,and that, when Herbert had first proposed to present me to her,she had received the proposal with such very moderate warmth,that Herbert had felt himself obliged to confide the state of the case to me,with a view to the lapse of a little time before I made her acquaintance.When I had begun to advance Herbert’s prospects by stealth,I had been able to bear this with cheerful philosophy: he and his affianced, for their part,had naturally not been very anxious to introduce a third person into their interviews; and thus,although I was assured that I had risen in Clara’s esteem,and although the young lady and I had long regularly interchanged messages and remembrances by Herbert,I had never seen her. However, I did not trouble Wemmick with these particulars.
“The house with the bow-window,” said Wemmick, “being by the river-side,down the Pool there between Limehouse and Greenwich, and being kept, it seems,by a very respectable widow who has a furnished upper floor to let, Mr. Herbert put it to me,what did I think of that as a temporary tenement for Tom, Jack, or Richard?Now, I thought very well of it, for three reasons I’ll give you. That is to say: _Firstly_.It’s altogether out of all your beats, and is well away from the usual heap of streets great and small._Secondly_. Without going near it yourself, you could always hear of the safety of Tom, Jack,or Richard, through Mr. Herbert. _Thirdly_. After a while and when it might be prudent,if you should want to slip Tom, Jack, or Richard on board a foreign packet-boat, there he is—ready. ”
Much comforted by these considerations, I thanked Wemmick again and again, and begged him to proceed.
“Well, sir!Mr. Herbert threw himself into the business with a will,and by nine o’clock last night he housed Tom, Jack, or Richard,—whichever it may be,—you and I don’t want to know,—quite successfully.At the old lodgings it was understood that he was summoned to Dover, and, in fact,he was taken down the Dover road and cornered out of it. Now,another great advantage of all this is, that it was done without you, and when,if any one was concerning himself about your movements,you must be known to be ever so many miles off and quite otherwise engaged.This diverts suspicion and confuses it; and for the same reason I recommended that,even if you came back last night, you should not go home. It brings in more confusion, and you want confusion.”
Wemmick, having finished his breakfast, here looked at his watch, and began to get his coat on.
“And now, Mr. Pip,” said he, with his hands still in the sleeves,“I have probably done the most I can do; but if I can ever do more,—from a Walworth point of view,and in a strictly private and personal capacity,—I shall be glad to do it. Here’s the address.There can be no harm in your going here to-night,and seeing for yourself that all is well with Tom, Jack, or Richard, before you go home,—which is another reason for your not going home last night. But, after you have gone home,don’t go back here. You are very welcome, I am sure, Mr. Pip”;his hands were now out of his sleeves, and I was shaking them;“and let me finally impress one important point upon you.” He laid his hands upon my shoulders,and added in a solemn whisper: “Avail yourself of this evening to lay hold of his portable property.You don’t know what may happen to him. Don’t let anything happen to the portable property.”
Quite despairing of making my mind clear to Wemmick on this point, I forbore to try.
“Time’s up,” said Wemmick, “and I must be off.If you had nothing more pressing to do than to keep here till dark, that’s what I should advise.You look very much worried, and it would do you good to have a perfectly quiet day with the Aged,—he’ll be up presently,—and a little bit of—you remember the pig?”
“Of course,” said I.
“Well; and a little bit of _him_. That sausage you toasted was his,and he was in all respects a first-rater. Do try him, if it is only for old acquaintance sake. Good-bye, Aged Parent!” in a cheery shout.
“All right, John; all right, my boy!” piped the old man from within.
I soon fell asleep before Wemmick’s fire,and the Aged and I enjoyed one another’s society by falling asleep before it more or less all day.We had loin of pork for dinner, and greens grown on the estate;and I nodded at the Aged with a good intention whenever I failed to do it drowsily.When it was quite dark, I left the Aged preparing the fire for toast;and I inferred from the number of teacups,as well as from his glances at the two little doors in the wall, that Miss Skiffins was expected.
Chapter XLVI.
Eight o’clock had struck before I got into the air, that was scented, not disagreeably,by the chips and shavings of the long-shore boat-builders, and mast, oar, and block makers.All that water-side region of the upper and lower Pool below Bridge was unknown ground to me;and when I struck down by the river, I found that the spot I wanted was not where I had supposed it to be,and was anything but easy to find. It was called Mill Pond Bank, Chinks’s Basin;and I had no other guide to Chinks’s Basin than the Old Green Copper Rope-walk.
It matters not what stranded ships repairing in dry docks I lost myself among,what old hulls of ships in course of being knocked to pieces,what ooze and slime and other dregs of tide, what yards of ship-builders and ship-breakers,what rusty anchors blindly biting into the ground, though for years off duty,what mountainous country of accumulated casks and timber,how many rope-walks that were not the Old Green Copper.After several times falling short of my destination and as often overshooting it,I came unexpectedly round a corner, upon Mill Pond Bank. It was a fresh kind of place,all circumstances considered, where the wind from the river had room to turn itself round;and there were two or three trees in it, and there was the stump of a ruined windmill,and there was the Old Green Copper Rope-walk,—whose long and narrow vista I could trace in the moonlight,along a series of wooden frames set in the ground,that looked like superannuated haymaking-rakes which had grown old and lost most of their teeth.
Selecting from the few queer houses upon Mill Pond Bank a house with a wooden front and three stories of bow-window (not bay-window,which is another thing), I looked at the plate upon the door, and read there, Mrs. Whimple.That being the name I wanted, I knocked,and an elderly woman of a pleasant and thriving appearance responded. She was immediately deposed,however, by Herbert, who silently led me into the parlour and shut the door.It was an odd sensation to see his very familiar face established quite at home in that very unfamiliar room and region;and I found myself looking at him, much as I looked at the corner-cupboard with the glass and china,the shells upon the chimney-piece, and the coloured engravings on the wall,representing the death of Captain Cook, a ship-launch,and his Majesty King George the Third in a state coachman’s wig, leather-breeches, and top-boots, on the terrace at Windsor.
“All is well, Handel,” said Herbert, “and he is quite satisfied, though eager to see you.My dear girl is with her father; and if you’ll wait till she comes down,I’ll make you known to her, and then we’ll go upstairs. _That’s_ her father.”
I had become aware of an alarming growling overhead,and had probably expressed the fact in my countenance.
“I am afraid he is a sad old rascal,” said Herbert, smiling, “but I have never seen him. Don’t you smell rum?He is always at it.”
“At rum?” said I.
“Yes,” returned Herbert, “and you may suppose how mild it makes his gout. He persists, too,in keeping all the provisions upstairs in his room, and serving them out.He keeps them on shelves over his head, and _will_ weigh them all.His room must be like a chandler’s shop.”
While he thus spoke, the growling noise became a prolonged roar, and then died away.
“What else can be the consequence,” said Herbert, in explanation, “if he _will_ cut the cheese?A man with the gout in his right hand—and everywhere else—can’t expect to get through a Double Gloucester without hurting himself. ”
He seemed to have hurt himself very much, for he gave another furious roar.
“To have Provis for an upper lodger is quite a godsend to Mrs. Whimple,” said Herbert,“for of course people in general won’t stand that noise. A curious place, Handel; isn’t it?”
It was a curious place, indeed; but remarkably well kept and clean.
“Mrs. Whimple,” said Herbert, when I told him so, “is the best of housewives,and I really do not know what my Clara would do without her motherly help. For,Clara has no mother of her own, Handel, and no relation in the world but old Gruffandgrim.”
“Surely that’s not his name, Herbert?”
“No, no,” said Herbert, “that’s my name for him. His name is Mr. Barley.But what a blessing it is for the son of my father and mother to love a girl who has no relations,and who can never bother herself or anybody else about her family!”
Herbert had told me on former occasions, and now reminded me,that he first knew Miss Clara Barley when she was completing her education at an establishment at Hammersmith,and that on her being recalled home to nurse her father,he and she had confided their affection to the motherly Mrs. Whimple,by whom it had been fostered and regulated with equal kindness and discretion, ever since.It was understood that nothing of a tender nature could possibly be confided to old Barley,by reason of his being totally unequal to the consideration of any subject more psychological than Gout, Rum, and Purser’s stores.
As we were thus conversing in a low tone while Old Barley’s sustained growl vibrated in the beam that crossed the ceiling,the room door opened, and a very pretty, slight,dark-eyed girl of twenty or so came in with a basket in her hand:whom Herbert tenderly relieved of the basket, and presented, blushing, as “Clara.” She really was a most charming girl, and might have passed for a captive fairy,whom that truculent Ogre, Old Barley, had pressed into his service.
“Look here,” said Herbert, showing me the basket, with a compassionate and tender smile,after we had talked a little; “here’s poor Clara’s supper, served out every night.Here’s her allowance of bread, and here’s her slice of cheese, and here’s her rum,—which I drink.This is Mr. Barley’s breakfast for to-morrow, served out to be cooked. Two mutton-chops,three potatoes, some split peas, a little flour, two ounces of butter, a pinch of salt,and all this black pepper. It’s stewed up together, and taken hot,and it’s a nice thing for the gout, I should think!”
There was something so natural and winning in Clara’s resigned way of looking at these stores in detail,as Herbert pointed them out; and something so confiding, loving,and innocent in her modest manner of yielding herself to Herbert’s embracing arm;and something so gentle in her, so much needing protection on Mill Pond Bank, by Chinks’s Basin,and the Old Green Copper Rope-walk, with Old Barley growling in the beam,—that I would not have undone the engagement between her and Herbert for all the money in the pocket-book I had never opened.
I was looking at her with pleasure and admiration,when suddenly the growl swelled into a roar again, and a frightful bumping noise was heard above,as if a giant with a wooden leg were trying to bore it through the ceiling to come at us.Upon this Clara said to Herbert, “Papa wants me, darling!” and ran away.
“There is an unconscionable old shark for you!” said Herbert. “What do you suppose he wants now, Handel?”
“I don’t know,” said I. “Something to drink?”
“That’s it!” cried Herbert, as if I had made a guess of extraordinary merit.“He keeps his grog ready mixed in a little tub on the table. Wait a moment,and you’ll hear Clara lift him up to take some. There he goes!” Another roar, with a prolonged shake at the end. “Now,” said Herbert,as it was succeeded by silence, “he’s drinking. Now,” said Herbert,as the growl resounded in the beam once more, “he’s down again on his back!”
Clara returned soon afterwards, and Herbert accompanied me upstairs to see our charge.As we passed Mr. Barley’s door, he was heard hoarsely muttering within,in a strain that rose and fell like wind, the following Refrain,in which I substitute good wishes for something quite the reverse:—
“Ahoy!Bless your eyes, here’s old Bill Barley. Here’s old Bill Barley, bless your eyes.Here’s old Bill Barley on the flat of his back, by the Lord.Lying on the flat of his back like a drifting old dead flounder, here’s your old Bill Barley, bless your eyes. Ahoy!Bless you.”
In this strain of consolation, Herbert informed me the invisible Barley would commune with himself by the day and night together;Often, while it was light, having, at the same time,one eye at a telescope which was fitted on his bed for the convenience of sweeping the river.
In his two cabin rooms at the top of the house, which were fresh and airy, and in which Mr.Barley was less audible than below, I found Provis comfortably settled. He expressed no alarm,and seemed to feel none that was worth mentioning; but it struck me that he was softened,—indefinably, for I could not have said how, and could never afterwards recall how when I tried, but certainly.
The opportunity that the day’s rest had given me for reflection had resulted in my fully determining to say nothing to him respecting Compeyson.For anything I knew, his animosity towards the man might otherwise lead to his seeking him out and rushing on his own destruction.Therefore, when Herbert and I sat down with him by his fire,I asked him first of all whether he relied on Wemmick’s judgment and sources of information?
“Ay, ay, dear boy!” he answered, with a grave nod, “Jaggers knows.”
“Then, I have talked with Wemmick,” said I,“and have come to tell you what caution he gave me and what advice.”
This I did accurately, with the reservation just mentioned; and I told him how Wemmick had heard,in Newgate prison (whether from officers or prisoners I could not say),that he was under some suspicion, and that my chambers had been watched;how Wemmick had recommended his keeping close for a time, and my keeping away from him;and what Wemmick had said about getting him abroad. I added, that of course, when the time came,I should go with him, or should follow close upon him, as might be safest in Wemmick’s judgment.What was to follow that I did not touch upon; neither, indeed,was I at all clear or comfortable about it in my own mind,now that I saw him in that softer condition, and in declared peril for my sake.As to altering my way of living by enlarging my expenses,I put it to him whether in our present unsettled and difficult circumstances,it would not be simply ridiculous, if it were no worse?
He could not deny this, and indeed was very reasonable throughout. His coming back was a venture,he said, and he had always known it to be a venture.He would do nothing to make it a desperate venture,and he had very little fear of his safety with such good help.
Herbert, who had been looking at the fire and pondering,here said that something had come into his thoughts arising out of Wemmick’s suggestion,which it might be worth while to pursue. “We are both good watermen, Handel,and could take him down the river ourselves when the right time comes.No boat would then be hired for the purpose, and no boatmen;that would save at least a chance of suspicion, and any chance is worth saving.Never mind the season; don’t you think it might be a good thing if you began at once to keep a boat at the Temple stairs,and were in the habit of rowing up and down the river?You fall into that habit, and then who notices or minds?Do it twenty or fifty times, and there is nothing special in your doing it the twenty-first or fifty-first. ”
I liked this scheme, and Provis was quite elated by it.We agreed that it should be carried into execution,and that Provis should never recognise us if we came below Bridge, and rowed past Mill Pond Bank.But we further agreed that he should pull down the blind in that part of his window which gave upon the east, whenever he saw us and all was right.
Our conference being now ended, and everything arranged, I rose to go;remarking to Herbert that he and I had better not go home together,and that I would take half an hour’s start of him. “I don’t like to leave you here,” I said to Provis, “though I cannot doubt your being safer here than near me. Good-bye!”
“Dear boy,” he answered, clasping my hands, “I don’t know when we may meet again,and I don’t like good-bye. Say good-night!”
“Good-night!Herbert will go regularly between us, and when the time comes you may be certain I shall be ready. Good-night, good-night!”