‘Micawber,’ returned Mrs. Micawber, ‘there,you are wrong. You are going out, Micawber,to this distant clime, to strengthen, not to weaken,the connexion between yourself and Albion.’
‘The connexion in question, my love,’ rejoined Mr.Micawber, ‘has not laid me, I repeat,under that load of personal obligation,that I am at all sensitive as to the formation of another connexion. ’
‘Micawber,’ returned Mrs. Micawber. ‘There, I again say,you are wrong. You do not know your power, Micawber.It is that which will strengthen,even in this step you are about to take,the connexion between yourself and Albion.’
Mr. Micawber sat in his elbow-chair,with his eyebrows raised;half receiving and half repudiating Mrs.Micawber’s views as they were stated,but very sensible of their foresight.
‘My dear Mr. Copperfield,’ said Mrs. Micawber,‘I wish Mr. Micawber to feel his position.It appears to me highly important that Mr.Micawber should, from the hour of his embarkation,feel his position. Your old knowledge of me,my dear Mr. Copperfield,will have told you that I have not the sanguine disposition of Mr.Micawber. My disposition is, if I may say so,eminently practical. I know that this is a long voyage.I know that it will involve many privations and inconveniences.I cannot shut my eyes to those facts.But I also know what Mr. Micawber is.I know the latent power of Mr. Micawber.And therefore I consider it vitally important that Mr.Micawber should feel his position.’
‘My love,’ he observed,‘perhaps you will allow me to remark that it is barely possible that I DO feel my position at the present moment.’
‘I think not, Micawber,’ she rejoined. ‘Not fully.My dear Mr. Copperfield, Mr.Micawber’s is not a common case. Mr.Micawber is going to a distant country expressly in order that he may be fully understood and appreciated for the first time. I wish Mr. Micawber to take his stand upon that vessel’s prow, and firmly say, “This country I am come to conquer!Have you honours?Have you riches?Have you posts of profitable pecuniary emolument?Let them be brought forward. They are mine!”’
Mr. Micawber, glancing at us all,seemed to think there was a good deal in this idea.
‘I wish Mr. Micawber, if I make myself understood,’ said Mrs. Micawber, in her argumentative tone,‘to be the Caesar of his own fortunes. That,my dear Mr. Copperfield,appears to me to be his true position.From the first moment of this voyage, I wish Mr.Micawber to stand upon that vessel’s prow and say,“Enough of delay: enough of disappointment:enough of limited means. That was in the old country.This is the new. Produce your reparation. Bring it forward!”’
Mr. Micawber folded his arms in a resolute manner,as if he were then stationed on the figure-head.
‘And doing that,’ said Mrs. Micawber,‘--feeling his position--am I not right in saying that Mr.Micawber will strengthen, and not weaken,his connexion with Britain?An important public character arising in that hemisphere,shall I be told that its influence will not be felt at home?Can I be so weak as to imagine that Mr. Micawber,wielding the rod of talent and of power in Australia,will be nothing in England?I am but a woman; but I should be unworthy of myself and of my papa,if I were guilty of such absurd weakness.’
Mrs. Micawber’s conviction that her arguments were unanswerable,gave a moral elevation to her tone which I think I had never heard in it before.
‘And therefore it is,’ said Mrs. Micawber,‘that I the more wish, that, at a future period,we may live again on the parent soil. Mr.Micawber may be--I cannot disguise from myself that the probability is,Mr. Micawber will be--a page of History;and he ought then to be represented in the country which gave him birth,and did NOT give him employment!’
‘My love,’ observed Mr. Micawber,‘it is impossible for me not to be touched by your affection.I am always willing to defer to your good sense.What will be--will be.Heaven forbid that I should grudge my native country any portion of the wealth that may be accumulated by our descendants!’
‘That’s well,’ said my aunt, nodding towards Mr.Peggotty, ‘and I drink my love to you all,and every blessing and success attend you!’
Mr. Peggotty put down the two children he had been nursing,one on each knee, to join Mr. and Mrs.Micawber in drinking to all of us in return;and when he and the Micawbers cordially shook hands as comrades,and his brown face brightened with a smile,I felt that he would make his way,establish a good name, and be beloved, go where he would.
Even the children were instructed,each to dip a wooden spoon into Mr. Micawber’s pot,and pledge us in its contents. When this was done,my aunt and Agnes rose, and parted from the emigrants.It was a sorrowful farewell. They were all crying;the children hung about Agnes to the last;and we left poor Mrs.Micawber in a very distressed condition,sobbing and weeping by a dim candle,that must have made the room look, from the river,like a miserable light-house.
I went down again next morning to see that they were away.They had departed, in a boat, as early as five o’clock.It was a wonderful instance to me of the gap such partings make,that although my association of them with the tumble-down public-house and the wooden stairs dated only from last night, both seemed dreary and deserted, now that they were gone.
In the afternoon of the next day,my old nurse and I went down to Gravesend.We found the ship in the river,surrounded by a crowd of boats;a favourable wind blowing;the signal for sailing at her mast-head.I hired a boat directly, and we put off to her;and getting through the little vortex of confusion of which she was the centre, went on board.
Mr. Peggotty was waiting for us on deck.He told me that Mr.Micawber had just now been arrested again (and for the last time) at the suit of Heep, and that, in compliance with a request I had made to him, he had paid the money, which I repaid him. He then took us down between decks; and there, any lingering fears I had of his having heard any rumours of what had happened, were dispelled by Mr. Micawber’s coming out of the gloom, taking his arm with an air of friendship and protection, and telling me that they had scarcely been asunder for a moment, since the night before last.
It was such a strange scene to me,and so confined and dark, that, at first,I could make out hardly anything; but, by degrees,it cleared, as my eyes became more accustomed to the gloom,and I seemed to stand in a picture by OSTADE.Among the great beams, bulks,and ringbolts of the ship, and the emigrant-berths,and chests, and bundles, and barrels,and heaps of miscellaneous baggage--‘lighted up,here and there, by dangling lanterns;and elsewhere by the yellow daylight straying down a windsail or a hatchway--were crowded groups of people, making new friendships, taking leave of one another, talking, laughing, crying, eating and drinking; some, already settled down into the possession of their few feet of space, with their little households arranged, and tiny children established on stools, or in dwarf elbow-chairs; others, despairing of a resting-place, and wandering disconsolately. From babies who had but a week or two of life behind them, to crooked old men and women who seemed to have but a week or two of life before them; and from ploughmen bodily carrying out soil of England on their boots, to smiths taking away samples of its soot and smoke upon their skins; every age and occupation appeared to be crammed into the narrow compass of the ‘tween decks.