‘Mr. Copperfield and myself,’ said Miss Murdstone, with severe composure, ‘are connexions.We were once slightly acquainted. It was in his childish days.Circumstances have separated us since. I should not have known him.’
I replied that I should have known her, anywhere. Which was true enough.
‘Miss Murdstone has had the goodness,’ said Mr. Spenlow to me,‘to accept the office--if I may so describe it--of my daughter Dora’s confidential friend.My daughter Dora having, unhappily, no mother,Miss Murdstone is obliging enough to become her companion and protector.’
A passing thought occurred to me that Miss Murdstone,like the pocket instrument called a life-preserver,was not so much designed for purposes of protection as of assault.But as I had none but passing thoughts for any subject save Dora, I glanced at her,directly afterwards, and was thinking that I saw, in her prettily pettish manner,that she was not very much inclined to be particularly confidential to her companion and protector,when a bell rang, which Mr. Spenlow said was the first dinner-bell, and so carried me off to dress.
The idea of dressing one’s self, or doing anything in the way of action, in that state of love,was a little too ridiculous. I could only sit down before my fire, biting the key of my carpet-bag,and think of the captivating, girlish, bright-eyed lovely Dora. What a form she had,what a face she had, what a graceful, variable, enchanting manner!
The bell rang again so soon that I made a mere scramble of my dressing,instead of the careful operation I could have wished under the circumstances, and went downstairs.There was some company. Dora was talking to an old gentleman with a grey head.Grey as he was--and a great-grandfather into the bargain,for he said so--I was madly jealous of him.
What a state of mind I was in!I was jealous of everybody. I couldn’t bear the idea of anybody knowing Mr.Spenlow better than I did. It was torturing to me to hear them talk of occurrences in which I had had no share.When a most amiable person, with a highly polished bald head, asked me across the dinner table,if that were the first occasion of my seeing the grounds,I could have done anything to him that was savage and revengeful.
I don’t remember who was there, except Dora. I have not the least idea what we had for dinner,besides Dora. My impression is, that I dined off Dora, entirely,and sent away half-a-dozen plates untouched. I sat next to her. I talked to her.She had the most delightful little voice, the gayest little laugh,the pleasantest and most fascinating little ways, that ever led a lost youth into hopeless slavery.She was rather diminutive altogether. So much the more precious, I thought.
When she went out of the room with Miss Murdstone (no other ladies were of the party),I fell into a reverie, only disturbed by the cruel apprehension that Miss Murdstone would disparage me to her.The amiable creature with the polished head told me a long story,which I think was about gardening. I think I heard him say, ‘my gardener’, several times.I seemed to pay the deepest attention to him,but I was wandering in a garden of Eden all the while, with Dora.
My apprehensions of being disparaged to the object of my engrossing affection were revived when we went into the drawing-room,by the grim and distant aspect of Miss Murdstone.But I was relieved of them in an unexpected manner.
‘David Copperfield,’ said Miss Murdstone, beckoning me aside into a window. ‘A word.’
I confronted Miss Murdstone alone.
‘David Copperfield,’ said Miss Murdstone, ‘I need not enlarge upon family circumstances.They are not a tempting subject.’ ‘Far from it, ma’am,’ I returned.
‘Far from it,’ assented Miss Murdstone. ‘I do not wish to revive the memory of past differences,or of past outrages. I have received outrages from a person--a female I am sorry to say,for the credit of my sex--who is not to be mentioned without scorn and disgust;and therefore I would rather not mention her.’
I felt very fiery on my aunt’s account; but I said it would certainly be better,if Miss Murdstone pleased, not to mention her. I could not hear her disrespectfully mentioned,I added, without expressing my opinion in a decided tone.
Miss Murdstone shut her eyes, and disdainfully inclined her head; then, slowly opening her eyes, resumed:
‘David Copperfield, I shall not attempt to disguise the fact,that I formed an unfavourable opinion of you in your childhood. It may have been a mistaken one,or you may have ceased to justify it. That is not in question between us now.I belong to a family remarkable, I believe, for some firmness;and I am not the creature of circumstance or change. I may have my opinion of you. You may have your opinion of me.’
I inclined my head, in my turn.
‘But it is not necessary,’ said Miss Murdstone,‘that these opinions should come into collision here. Under existing circumstances,it is as well on all accounts that they should not.As the chances of life have brought us together again,and may bring us together on other occasions, I would say,let us meet here as distant acquaintances.Family circumstances are a sufficient reason for our only meeting on that footing,and it is quite unnecessary that either of us should make the other the subject of remark. Do you approve of this?’
‘Miss Murdstone,’ I returned, ‘I think you and Mr. Murdstone used me very cruelly,and treated my mother with great unkindness. I shall always think so, as long as I live. But I quite agree in what you propose.’
Miss Murdstone shut her eyes again, and bent her head. Then,just touching the back of my hand with the tips of her cold, stiff fingers, she walked away,arranging the little fetters on her wrists and round her neck; which seemed to be the same set,in exactly the same state, as when I had seen her last. These reminded me,in reference to Miss Murdstone’s nature, of the fetters over a jail door;suggesting on the outside, to all beholders, what was to be expected within.
All I know of the rest of the evening is,that I heard the empress of my heart sing enchanted ballads in the French language,generally to the effect that, whatever was the matter, we ought always to dance, Ta ra la, Ta ra la!accompanying herself on a glorified instrument, resembling a guitar.That I was lost in blissful delirium. That I refused refreshment.That my soul recoiled from punch particularly.That when Miss Murdstone took her into custody and led her away,she smiled and gave me her delicious hand. That I caught a view of myself in a mirror,looking perfectly imbecile and idiotic. That I retired to bed in a most maudlin state of mind,and got up in a crisis of feeble infatuation.
It was a fine morning, and early, and I thought I would go and take a stroll down one of those wire-arched walks,and indulge my passion by dwelling on her image. On my way through the hall,I encountered her little dog, who was called Jip--short for Gipsy. I approached him tenderly,for I loved even him; but he showed his whole set of teeth, got under a chair expressly to snarl,and wouldn’t hear of the least familiarity.
The garden was cool and solitary. I walked about, wondering what my feelings of happiness would be,if I could ever become engaged to this dear wonder. As to marriage, and fortune, and all that,I believe I was almost as innocently undesigning then, as when I loved little Em’ly.To be allowed to call her ‘Dora’, to write to her, to dote upon and worship her,to have reason to think that when she was with other people she was yet mindful of me,seemed to me the summit of human ambition--I am sure it was the summit of mine.There is no doubt whatever that I was a lackadaisical young spooney;but there was a purity of heart in all this,that prevents my having quite a contemptuous recollection of it, let me laugh as I may.
I had not been walking long, when I turned a corner, and met her.I tingle again from head to foot as my recollection turns that corner, and my pen shakes in my hand.
‘You--are--out early, Miss Spenlow,’ said I.
‘It’s so stupid at home,’ she replied, ‘and Miss Murdstone is so absurd!She talks such nonsense about its being necessary for the day to be aired, before I come out. Aired!’ (She laughed, here, in the most melodious manner.) ‘On a Sunday morning, when I don’t practise,I must do something. So I told papa last night I must come out. Besides,it’s the brightest time of the whole day. Don’t you think so?’
I hazarded a bold flight, and said (not without stammering) that it was very bright to me then,though it had been very dark to me a minute before.
‘Do you mean a compliment?’ said Dora, ‘or that the weather has really changed?’
I stammered worse than before, in replying that I meant no compliment, but the plain truth;though I was not aware of any change having taken place in the weather.It was in the state of my own feelings, I added bashfully: to clench the explanation.
I never saw such curls--how could I, for there never were such curls!--as those she shook out to hide her blushes.As to the straw hat and blue ribbons which was on the top of the curls,if I could only have hung it up in my room in Buckingham Street,what a priceless possession it would have been!
‘You have just come home from Paris,’ said I.
‘Yes,’ said she. ‘Have you ever been there?’
‘No.’
‘Oh!I hope you’ll go soon!You would like it so much!’
Traces of deep-seated anguish appeared in my countenance. That she should hope I would go,that she should think it possible I could go, was insupportable. I depreciated Paris;I depreciated France. I said I wouldn’t leave England, under existing circumstances,for any earthly consideration. Nothing should induce me. In short, she was shaking the curls again,when the little dog came running along the walk to our relief.
He was mortally jealous of me, and persisted in barking at me.She took him up in her arms--oh my goodness!--and caressed him, but he persisted upon barking still. He wouldn’t let me touch him, when I tried;and then she beat him. It increased my sufferings greatly to see the pats she gave him for punishment on the bridge of his blunt nose,while he winked his eyes, and licked her hand,and still growled within himself like a little double-bass.At length he was quiet--well he might be with her dimpled chin upon his head!--and we walked away to look at a greenhouse.
‘You are not very intimate with Miss Murdstone, are you?’ said Dora. --‘My pet.’
(The two last words were to the dog. Oh, if they had only been to me!)
‘No,’ I replied. ‘Not at all so.’
‘She is a tiresome creature,’ said Dora, pouting. ‘I can’t think what papa can have been about,when he chose such a vexatious thing to be my companion. Who wants a protector?I am sure I don’t want a protector. Jip can protect me a great deal better than Miss Murdstone, --can’t you, Jip, dear?’
He only winked lazily, when she kissed his ball of a head.
‘Papa calls her my confidential friend, but I am sure she is no such thing--is she, Jip?We are not going to confide in any such cross people, Jip and I.We mean to bestow our confidence where we like, and to find out our own friends,instead of having them found out for us--don’t we, Jip?’
Jip made a comfortable noise, in answer, a little like a tea-kettle when it sings. As for me,every word was a new heap of fetters, riveted above the last.
‘It is very hard, because we have not a kind Mama, that we are to have, instead, a sulky,gloomy old thing like Miss Murdstone, always following us about--isn’t it, Jip?Never mind, Jip. We won’t be confidential,and we’ll make ourselves as happy as we can in spite of her, and we’ll tease her, and not please her--won’t we, Jip?’
If it had lasted any longer, I think I must have gone down on my knees on the gravel,with the probability before me of grazing them,and of being presently ejected from the premises besides. But,by good fortune the greenhouse was not far off, and these words brought us to it.
It contained quite a show of beautiful geraniums. We loitered along in front of them,and Dora often stopped to admire this one or that one, and I stopped to admire the same one,and Dora, laughing, held the dog up childishly, to smell the flowers;and if we were not all three in Fairyland, certainly I was. The scent of a geranium leaf,at this day, strikes me with a half comical half serious wonder as to what change has come over me in a moment;and then I see a straw hat and blue ribbons, and a quantity of curls,and a little black dog being held up, in two slender arms,against a bank of blossoms and bright leaves.
Miss Murdstone had been looking for us. She found us here; and presented her uncongenial cheek,the little wrinkles in it filled with hair powder, to Dora to be kissed.Then she took Dora’s arm in hers, and marched us into breakfast as if it were a soldier’s funeral.
How many cups of tea I drank, because Dora made it, I don’t know. But,I perfectly remember that I sat swilling tea until my whole nervous system,if I had had any in those days, must have gone by the board. By and by we went to church.Miss Murdstone was between Dora and me in the pew; but I heard her sing,and the congregation vanished. A sermon was delivered--about Dora,of course--and I am afraid that is all I know of the service.
We had a quiet day. No company, a walk, a family dinner of four,and an evening of looking over books and pictures; Miss Murdstone with a homily before her,and her eye upon us, keeping guard vigilantly. Ah!little did Mr. Spenlow imagine, when he sat opposite to me after dinner that day,with his pocket-handkerchief over his head, how fervently I was embracing him, in my fancy, as his son-in-law!Little did he think, when I took leave of him at night,that he had just given his full consent to my being engaged to Dora,and that I was invoking blessings on his head!
We departed early in the morning, for we had a Salvage case coming on in the Admiralty Court,requiring a rather accurate knowledge of the whole science of navigation,in which (as we couldn’t be expected to know much about those matters in the Commons) the judge had entreated two old Trinity Masters,for charity’s sake, to come and help him out.Dora was at the breakfast-table to make the tea again, however;and I had the melancholy pleasure of taking off my hat to her in the phaeton,as she stood on the door-step with Jip in her arms.
What the Admiralty was to me that day; what nonsense I made of our case in my mind,as I listened to it; how I saw ‘DORA’ engraved upon the blade of the silver oar which they lay upon the table,as the emblem of that high jurisdiction; and how I felt when Mr.Spenlow went home without me (I had had an insane hope that he might take me back again),as if I were a mariner myself, and the ship to which I belonged had sailed away and left me on a desert island;I shall make no fruitless effort to describe. If that sleepy old court could rouse itself,and present in any visible form the daydreams I have had in it about Dora, it would reveal my truth.
I don’t mean the dreams that I dreamed on that day alone, but day after day, from week to week,and term to term. I went there, not to attend to what was going on, but to think about Dora.If ever I bestowed a thought upon the cases, as they dragged their slow length before me,it was only to wonder, in the matrimonial cases (remembering Dora),how it was that married people could ever be otherwise than happy; and, in the Prerogative cases,to consider, if the money in question had been left to me,what were the foremost steps I should immediately have taken in regard to Dora.Within the first week of my passion, I bought four sumptuous waistcoats--not for myself;I had no pride in them; for Dora--and took to wearing straw-coloured kid gloves in the streets,and laid the foundations of all the corns I have ever had.If the boots I wore at that period could only be produced and compared with the natural size of my feet,they would show what the state of my heart was, in a most affecting manner.
And yet, wretched cripple as I made myself by this act of homage to Dora,I walked miles upon miles daily in the hope of seeing her.Not only was I soon as well known on the Norwood Road as the postmen on that beat,but I pervaded London likewise. I walked about the streets where the best shops for ladies were,I haunted the Bazaar like an unquiet spirit, I fagged through the Park again and again,long after I was quite knocked up. Sometimes, at long intervals and on rare occasions, I saw her.Perhaps I saw her glove waved in a carriage window; perhaps I met her,walked with her and Miss Murdstone a little way, and spoke to her.In the latter case I was always very miserable afterwards,to think that I had said nothing to the purpose;or that she had no idea of the extent of my devotion, or that she cared nothing about me.I was always looking out, as may be supposed, for another invitation to Mr. Spenlow’s house.I was always being disappointed, for I got none.
Mrs. Crupp must have been a woman of penetration; for when this attachment was but a few weeks old,and I had not had the courage to write more explicitly even to Agnes, than that I had been to Mr.Spenlow’s house, ‘whose family,’ I added, ‘consists of one daughter’;--I say Mrs.Crupp must have been a woman of penetration, for, even in that early stage, she found it out.She came up to me one evening, when I was very low,to ask (she being then afflicted with the disorder I have mentioned) if I could oblige her with a little tincture of cardamums mixed with rhubarb,and flavoured with seven drops of the essence of cloves,which was the best remedy for her complaint;--or, if I had not such a thing by me,with a little brandy, which was the next best. It was not, she remarked, so palatable to her,but it was the next best. As I had never even heard of the first remedy,and always had the second in the closet, I gave Mrs. Crupp a glass of the second,which (that I might have no suspicion of its being devoted to any improper use) she began to take in my presence.
‘Cheer up, sir,’ said Mrs. Crupp. ‘I can’t abear to see you so, sir: I’m a mother myself.’
I did not quite perceive the application of this fact to myself, but I smiled on Mrs. Crupp, as benignly as was in my power.
‘Come, sir,’ said Mrs. Crupp. ‘Excuse me. I know what it is, sir. There’s a lady in the case.’
‘Mrs. Crupp?’ I returned, reddening.
‘Oh, bless you!Keep a good heart, sir!’ said Mrs. Crupp, nodding encouragement. ‘Never say die, sir!If She don’t smile upon you, there’s a many as will. You are a young gentleman to be smiled on, Mr.Copperfull, and you must learn your walue, sir.’
Mrs. Crupp always called me Mr. Copperfull: firstly, no doubt, because it was not my name;and secondly, I am inclined to think, in some indistinct association with a washing-day.
‘What makes you suppose there is any young lady in the case, Mrs. Crupp?’ said I.
‘Mr. Copperfull,’ said Mrs. Crupp, with a great deal of feeling, ‘I’m a mother myself.’
For some time Mrs. Crupp could only lay her hand upon her nankeen bosom,and fortify herself against returning pain with sips of her medicine. At length she spoke again.
‘When the present set were took for you by your dear aunt, Mr. Copperfull,’ said Mrs. Crupp,‘my remark were, I had now found summun I could care for. “Thank Ev’in!” were the expression, “I have now found summun I can care for!”--You don’t eat enough, sir, nor yet drink.’
‘Is that what you found your supposition on, Mrs. Crupp?’ said I.
‘Sir,’ said Mrs. Crupp, in a tone approaching to severity,‘I’ve laundressed other young gentlemen besides yourself.A young gentleman may be over-careful of himself, or he may be under-careful of himself.He may brush his hair too regular, or too un-regular. He may wear his boots much too large for him,or much too small. That is according as the young gentleman has his original character formed.But let him go to which extreme he may, sir, there’s a young lady in both of ‘em.’
Mrs. Crupp shook her head in such a determined manner,that I had not an inch of vantage-ground left.
‘It was but the gentleman which died here before yourself,’ said Mrs. Crupp,‘that fell in love--with a barmaid--and had his waistcoats took in directly, though much swelled by drinking.’
‘Mrs. Crupp,’ said I, ‘I must beg you not to connect the young lady in my case with a barmaid,or anything of that sort, if you please.’
‘Mr. Copperfull,’ returned Mrs. Crupp, ‘I’m a mother myself, and not likely. I ask your pardon, sir,if I intrude. I should never wish to intrude where I were not welcome.But you are a young gentleman, Mr. Copperfull, and my adwice to you is, to cheer up, sir,to keep a good heart, and to know your own walue. If you was to take to something, sir,’ said Mrs.Crupp, ‘if you was to take to skittles, now, which is healthy, you might find it divert your mind, and do you good.’
With these words, Mrs. Crupp, affecting to be very careful of the brandy--which was all gone--thanked me with a majestic curtsey,and retired. As her figure disappeared into the gloom of the entry,this counsel certainly presented itself to my mind in the light of a slight liberty on Mrs.Crupp’s part; but, at the same time, I was content to receive it, in another point of view,as a word to the wise, and a warning in future to keep my secret better.
CHAPTER 27. TOMMY TRADDLES
It may have been in consequence of Mrs. Crupp’s advice, and, perhaps,for no better reason than because there was a certain similarity in the sound of the word skittles and Traddles,that it came into my head, next day, to go and look after Traddles.The time he had mentioned was more than out,and he lived in a little street near the Veterinary College at Camden Town,which was principally tenanted, as one of our clerks who lived in that direction informed me,by gentlemen students, who bought live donkeys,and made experiments on those quadrupeds in their private apartments.Having obtained from this clerk a direction to the academic grove in question, I set out,the same afternoon, to visit my old schoolfellow.
I found that the street was not as desirable a one as I could have wished it to be,for the sake of Traddles. The inhabitants appeared to have a propensity to throw any little trifles they were not in want of,into the road: which not only made it rank and sloppy, but untidy too,on account of the cabbage-leaves. The refuse was not wholly vegetable either,for I myself saw a shoe, a doubled-up saucepan, a black bonnet, and an umbrella,in various stages of decomposition, as I was looking out for the number I wanted.
The general air of the place reminded me forcibly of the days when I lived with Mr. and Mrs.Micawber. An indescribable character of faded gentility that attached to the house I sought,and made it unlike all the other houses in the street--though they were all built on one monotonous pattern,and looked like the early copies of a blundering boy who was learning to make houses,and had not yet got out of his cramped brick-and-mortar pothooks--reminded me still more of Mr.and Mrs. Micawber. Happening to arrive at the door as it was opened to the afternoon milkman,I was reminded of Mr. and Mrs. Micawber more forcibly yet.
‘Now,’ said the milkman to a very youthful servant girl.‘Has that there little bill of mine been heerd on?’
‘Oh, master says he’ll attend to it immediate,’ was the reply.
‘Because,’ said the milkman, going on as if he had received no answer, and speaking,as I judged from his tone, rather for the edification of somebody within the house,than of the youthful servant--an impression which was strengthened by his manner of glaring down the passage--‘because that there little bill has been running so long, that I begin to believe it’s run away altogether, and never won’t be heerd of. Now, I’m not a going to stand it, you know!’ said the milkman, still throwing his voice into the house, and glaring down the passage.
As to his dealing in the mild article of milk, by the by, there never was a greater anomaly.His deportment would have been fierce in a butcher or a brandy-merchant.
The voice of the youthful servant became faint, but she seemed to me, from the action of her lips,again to murmur that it would be attended to immediate.
‘I tell you what,’ said the milkman, looking hard at her for the first time,and taking her by the chin, ‘are you fond of milk?’
‘Yes, I likes it,’ she replied. ‘Good,’ said the milkman. ‘Then you won’t have none tomorrow. D’ye hear?Not a fragment of milk you won’t have tomorrow.’
I thought she seemed, upon the whole, relieved by the prospect of having any today. The milkman,after shaking his head at her darkly, released her chin,and with anything rather than good-will opened his can,and deposited the usual quantity in the family jug. This done, he went away, muttering,and uttered the cry of his trade next door, in a vindictive shriek.
‘Does Mr. Traddles live here?’ I then inquired.
A mysterious voice from the end of the passage replied ‘Yes.’ Upon which the youthful servant replied ‘Yes.’
‘Is he at home?’ said I.
Again the mysterious voice replied in the affirmative, and again the servant echoed it. Upon this,I walked in, and in pursuance of the servant’s directions walked upstairs; conscious,as I passed the back parlour-door, that I was surveyed by a mysterious eye,probably belonging to the mysterious voice.
When I got to the top of the stairs--the house was only a story high above the ground floor--Traddles was on the landing to meet me.He was delighted to see me, and gave me welcome, with great heartiness, to his little room.It was in the front of the house, and extremely neat, though sparely furnished.It was his only room, I saw; for there was a sofa-bedstead in it,and his blacking-brushes and blacking were among his books--on the top shelf, behind a dictionary.His table was covered with papers, and he was hard at work in an old coat. I looked at nothing,that I know of, but I saw everything, even to the prospect of a church upon his china inkstand,as I sat down--and this, too, was a faculty confirmed in me in the old Micawber times.Various ingenious arrangements he had made, for the disguise of his chest of drawers,and the accommodation of his boots, his shaving-glass, and so forth,particularly impressed themselves upon me,as evidences of the same Traddles who used to make models of elephants’ dens in writing-paper to put flies in;and to comfort himself under ill usage, with the memorable works of art I have so often mentioned.
In a corner of the room was something neatly covered up with a large white cloth. I could not make out what that was.
‘Traddles,’ said I, shaking hands with him again, after I had sat down, ‘I am delighted to see you.’
‘I am delighted to see YOU, Copperfield,’ he returned. ‘I am very glad indeed to see you.It was because I was thoroughly glad to see you when we met in Ely Place,and was sure you were thoroughly glad to see me,that I gave you this address instead of my address at chambers.’ ‘Oh!You have chambers?’ said I.
‘Why, I have the fourth of a room and a passage, and the fourth of a clerk,’ returned Traddles.‘Three others and myself unite to have a set of chambers--to look business-like--and we quarter the clerk too. Half-a-crown a week he costs me.’
His old simple character and good temper, and something of his old unlucky fortune also, I thought,smiled at me in the smile with which he made this explanation.
‘It’s not because I have the least pride, Copperfield, you understand,’ said Traddles,‘that I don’t usually give my address here. It’s only on account of those who come to me,who might not like to come here. For myself,I am fighting my way on in the world against difficulties,and it would be ridiculous if I made a pretence of doing anything else.’
‘You are reading for the bar, Mr. Waterbrook informed me?’ said I.
‘Why, yes,’ said Traddles, rubbing his hands slowly over one another. ‘I am reading for the bar.The fact is, I have just begun to keep my terms, after rather a long delay.It’s some time since I was articled, but the payment of that hundred pounds was a great pull. A great pull!’ said Traddles, with a wince, as if he had had a tooth out.
‘Do you know what I can’t help thinking of, Traddles, as I sit here looking at you?’ I asked him.
‘No,’ said he.
‘That sky-blue suit you used to wear.’
‘Lord, to be sure!’ cried Traddles, laughing. ‘Tight in the arms and legs, you know?Dear me!Well!Those were happy times, weren’t they?’
‘I think our schoolmaster might have made them happier, without doing any harm to any of us, I acknowledge,’ I returned.
‘Perhaps he might,’ said Traddles. ‘But dear me, there was a good deal of fun going on.Do you remember the nights in the bedroom?When we used to have the suppers?And when you used to tell the stories?Ha, ha, ha!And do you remember when I got caned for crying about Mr. Mell?Old Creakle!I should like to see him again, too!’
‘He was a brute to you, Traddles,’ said I, indignantly;for his good humour made me feel as if I had seen him beaten but yesterday.
‘Do you think so?’ returned Traddles. ‘Really?Perhaps he was rather. But it’s all over, a long while. Old Creakle!’
‘You were brought up by an uncle, then?’ said I.
‘Of course I was!’ said Traddles. ‘The one I was always going to write to. And always didn’t, eh!Ha, ha, ha!Yes, I had an uncle then. He died soon after I left school.’
‘Indeed!’
‘Yes. He was a retired--what do you call it!--draper--cloth-merchant--and had made me his heir. But he didn’t like me when I grew up.’