“I can’t say anything till he speaks, and he won’t,because Father said I was too young,” began Meg,bending over her work with a queer little smile,which suggested that she did not quite agree with her father on that point.
“If he did speak, you wouldn’t know what to say,but would cry or blush, or let him have his own way,instead of giving a good, decided no.”
“I’m not so silly and weak as you think.I know just what I should say, for I’ve planned it all,so I needn’t be taken unawares.There’s no knowing what may happen,and I wished to be prepared.”
Jo couldn’t help smiling at the important air which Meg had unconsciously assumed and which was as becoming as the pretty color varying in her cheeks.
“Would you mind telling me what you’d say?” asked Jo more respectfully.
“Not at all. You are sixteen now,quite old enough to be my confidant,and my experience will be useful to you by-and-by,perhaps, in your own affairs of this sort.”
“Don’t mean to have any.It’s fun to watch other people philander,but I should feel like a fool doing it myself,” said Jo, looking alarmed at the thought.
“I think not, if you liked anyone very much,and he liked you.” Meg spoke as if to herself,and glanced out at the lane where she had often seen lovers walking together in the summer twilight.
“I thought you were going to tell your speech to that man,” said Jo, rudely shortening her sister’s little reverie.
“Oh, I should merely say, quite calmly and decidedly,‘Thank you, Mr. Brooke, you are very kind,but I agree with Father that I am too young to enter into any engagement at present, so please say no more, but let us be friends as we were.’”
“Hum, that’s stiff and cool enough!I don’t believe you’ll ever say it,and I know he won’t be satisfied if you do.If he goes on like the rejected lovers in books,you’ll give in, rather than hurt his feelings.”
“No, I won’t. I shall tell him I’ve made up my mind,and shall walk out of the room with dignity.”
Meg rose as she spoke,and was just going to rehearse the dignified exit,when a step in the hall made her fly into her seat and begin to sew as fast as if her life depended on finishing that particular seam in a given time. Jo smothered a laugh at the sudden change, and when someone gave a modest tap, opened the door with a grim aspect which was anything but hospitable.
“Good afternoon. I came to get my umbrella, that is,to see how your father finds himself today,” said Mr.Brooke, getting a trifle confused as his eyes went from one telltale face to the other.
“It’s very well, he’s in the rack. I’ll get him,and tell it you are here.” And having jumbled her father and the umbrella well together in her reply,Jo slipped out of the room to give Meg a chance to make her speech and air her dignity. But the instant she vanished, Meg began to sidle toward the door, murmuring...
“Mother will like to see you. Pray sit down, I’ll call her.”
“Don’t go. Are you afraid of me, Margaret?” and Mr. Brooke looked so hurt that Meg thought she must have done something very rude. She blushed up to the little curls on her forehead, for he had never called her Margaret before, and she was surprised to find how natural and sweet it seemed to hear him say it. Anxious to appear friendly and at her ease, she put out her hand with a confiding gesture, and said gratefully...
“How can I be afraid when you have been so kind to Father?I only wish I could thank you for it.”
“Shall I tell you how?” asked Mr. Brooke, holding the small hand fast in both his own,and looking down at Meg with so much love in the brown eyes that her heart began to flutter, and she both longed to run away and to stop and listen.
“Oh no, please don’t, I’d rather not,” she said,trying to withdraw her hand,and looking frightened in spite of her denial.
“I won’t trouble you.I only want to know if you care for me a little, Meg.I love you so much, dear,” added Mr. Brooke tenderly.
This was the moment for the calm, proper speech,but Meg didn’t make it. She forgot every word of it,hung her head, and answered, “I don’t know,” so softly that John had to stoop down to catch the foolish little reply.
He seemed to think it was worth the trouble,for he smiled to himself as if quite satisfied,pressed the plump hand gratefully,and said in his most persuasive tone,“Will you try and find out?I want to know so much,for I can’t go to work with any heart until I learn whether I am to have my reward in the end or not.”
“I’m too young,” faltered Meg,wondering why she was so fluttered,yet rather enjoying it.
“I’ll wait, and in the meantime,you could be learning to like me.Would it be a very hard lesson, dear?”
“Not if I chose to learn it, but. . .”
“Please choose to learn, Meg. I love to teach,and this is easier than German,” broke in John,getting possession of the other hand,so that she had no way of hiding her face as he bent to look into it.
His tone was properly beseeching,but stealing a shy look at him,Meg saw that his eyes were merry as well as tender,and that he wore the satisfied smile of one who had no doubt of his success.This nettled her. Annie Moffat’s foolish lessons in coquetry came into her mind, and the love of power, which sleeps in the bosoms of the best of little women, woke up all of a sudden and took possession of her. She felt excited and strange, and not knowing what else to do, followed a capricious impulse, and, withdrawing her hands, said petulantly, “I don’t choose. Please go away and let me be!”
Poor Mr. Brooke looked as if his lovely castle in the air was tumbling about his ears, for he had never seen Meg in such a mood before, and it rather bewildered him.
“Do you really mean that?” he asked anxiously, following her as she walked away.
“Yes, I do. I don’t want to be worried about such things.Father says I needn’t,it’s too soon and I’d rather not.”
“Mayn’t I hope you’ll change your mind by-and-by?I’ll wait and say nothing till you have had more time.Don’t play with me, Meg. I didn’t think that of you.”
“Don’t think of me at all. I’d rather you wouldn’t,” said Meg, taking a naughty satisfaction in trying her lover’s patience and her own power.
He was grave and pale now,and looked decidedly more like the novel heroes whom she admired,but he neither slapped his forehead nor tramped about the room as they did.He just stood looking at her so wistfully, so tenderly,that she found her heart relenting in spite of herself.What would have happened next I cannot say,if Aunt March had not come hobbling in at this interesting minute.
The old lady couldn’t resist her longing to see her nephew,for she had met Laurie as she took her airing,and hearing of Mr. March’s arrival,drove straight out to see him.The family were all busy in the back part of the house,and she had made her way quietly in,hoping to surprise them.She did surprise two of them so much that Meg started as if she had seen a ghost, and Mr. Brooke vanished into the study.
“Bless me, what’s all this?” cried the old lady with a rap of her cane as she glanced from the pale young gentleman to the scarlet young lady.
“It’s Father’s friend. I’m so surprised to see you!” stammered Meg, feeling that she was in for a lecture now.
“That’s evident,” returned Aunt March, sitting down.“But what is Father’s friend saying to make you look like a peony?There’s mischief going on,and I insist upon knowing what it is, ” with another rap.
“We were only talking. Mr. Brooke came for his umbrella,” began Meg, wishing that Mr.Brooke and the umbrella were safely out of the house.
“Brooke?That boy’s tutor?Ah!I understand now. I know all about it.Jo blundered into a wrong message in one of your Father’s letters,and I made her tell me.You haven’t gone and accepted him, child?” cried Aunt March, looking scandalized.
“Hush!He’ll hear. Shan’t I call Mother?” said Meg, much troubled.