These were charming feelings—but not lasting.Before she had committed herself by any public profession of eternal friendship for Jane Fairfax, or done more towards a recantation of past prejudices and errors, than saying to Mr. Knightley, “She certainly is handsome; she is better than handsome!” Jane had spent an evening at Hartfield with her grandmother and aunt,and every thing was relapsing much into its usual state.Former provocations reappeared.The aunt was as tiresome as ever; more tiresome,because anxiety for her health was now added to admiration of her powers;and they had to listen to the description of exactly how little bread and butter she ate for breakfast, and how small a slice of mutton for dinner, as well as to see exhibitions of new caps and new workbags for her mother and herself; and Jane’s offences rose again. They had music; Emma was obliged to play; and the thanks and praise which necessarily followed appeared to her an affectation of candour, an air of greatness, meaning only to shew off in higher style her own very superior performance. She was, besides, which was the worst of all, so cold, so cautious!There was no getting at her real opinion.Wrapt up in a cloak of politeness,she seemed determined to hazard nothing.She was disgustingly, was suspiciously reserved.
If any thing could be more, where all was most,she was more reserved on the subject of Weymouth and the Dixons than any thing.She seemed bent on giving no real insight into Mr.Dixon’s character, or her own value for his company,or opinion of the suitableness of the match.It was all general approbation and smoothness;nothing delineated or distinguished.It did her no service however.Her caution was thrown away. Emma saw its artifice,and returned to her first surmises.There probably _was_ something more to conceal than her own preference;Mr. Dixon, perhaps,had been very near changing one friend for the other,or been fixed only to Miss Campbell,for the sake of the future twelve thousand pounds.
The like reserve prevailed on other topics. She and Mr.Frank Churchill had been at Weymouth at the same time.It was known that they were a little acquainted;but not a syllable of real information could Emma procure as to what he truly was. “Was he handsome?”—“She believed he was reckoned a very fine young man.” “Was he agreeable?”—“He was generally thought so.” “Did he appear a sensible young man;a young man of information?”—“At a watering-place,or in a common London acquaintance,it was difficult to decide on such points.Manners were all that could be safely judged of,under a much longer knowledge than they had yet had of Mr.Churchill. She believed every body found his manners pleasing.” Emma could not forgive her.
CHAPTER III
Emma could not forgive her;—but as neither provocation nor resentment were discerned by Mr.Knightley, who had been of the party,and had seen only proper attention and pleasing behaviour on each side,he was expressing the next morning,being at Hartfield again on business with Mr.Woodhouse, his approbation of the whole;not so openly as he might have done had her father been out of the room,but speaking plain enough to be very intelligible to Emma.He had been used to think her unjust to Jane,and had now great pleasure in marking an improvement.
“A very pleasant evening,” he began, as soon as Mr.Woodhouse had been talked into what was necessary,told that he understood, and the papers swept away;—“particularly pleasant.You and Miss Fairfax gave us some very good music.I do not know a more luxurious state, sir,than sitting at one’s ease to be entertained a whole evening by two such young women; sometimes with music and sometimes with conversation. I am sure Miss Fairfax must have found the evening pleasant, Emma. You left nothing undone. I was glad you made her play so much, for having no instrument at her grandmother’s, it must have been a real indulgence.”
“I am happy you approved,” said Emma, smiling;“but I hope I am not often deficient in what is due to guests at Hartfield. ”
“No, my dear,” said her father instantly;“_that_ I am sure you are not.There is nobody half so attentive and civil as you are.If any thing, you are too attentive.The muffin last night—if it had been handed round once,I think it would have been enough.”
“No,” said Mr. Knightley, nearly at the same time;“you are not often deficient;not often deficient either in manner or comprehension.I think you understand me, therefore.”
An arch look expressed—“I understand you well enough;” but she said only, “Miss Fairfax is reserved.”
“I always told you she was—a little;but you will soon overcome all that part of her reserve which ought to be overcome, all that has its foundation in diffidence. What arises from discretion must be honoured.”
“You think her diffident. I do not see it.”
“My dear Emma,” said he,moving from his chair into one close by her,“you are not going to tell me, I hope,that you had not a pleasant evening.”
“Oh!no; I was pleased with my own perseverance in asking questions;and amused to think how little information I obtained.”
“I am disappointed,” was his only answer.
“I hope every body had a pleasant evening,” said Mr.Woodhouse, in his quiet way. “I had. Once,I felt the fire rather too much;but then I moved back my chair a little, a very little,and it did not disturb me.Miss Bates was very chatty and good-humoured,as she always is, though she speaks rather too quick.However, she is very agreeable, and Mrs. Bates too,in a different way. I like old friends;and Miss Jane Fairfax is a very pretty sort of young lady,a very pretty and a very well-behaved young lady indeed.She must have found the evening agreeable, Mr.Knightley, because she had Emma.”
“True, sir; and Emma, because she had Miss Fairfax.”
Emma saw his anxiety, and wishing to appease it,at least for the present, said,and with a sincerity which no one could question—
“She is a sort of elegant creature that one cannot keep one’s eyes from.I am always watching her to admire;and I do pity her from my heart.”
Mr. Knightley looked as if he were more gratified than he cared to express;and before he could make any reply, Mr. Woodhouse,whose thoughts were on the Bates’s, said—
“It is a great pity that their circumstances should be so confined!a great pity indeed!and I have often wished—but it is so little one can venture to do—small,trifling presents, of any thing uncommon—Now we have killed a porker,and Emma thinks of sending them a loin or a leg;it is very small and delicate—Hartfield pork is not like any other pork—but still it is pork—and, my dear Emma, unless one could be sure of their making it into steaks, nicely fried, as ours are fried, without the smallest grease, and not roast it, for no stomach can bear roast pork—I think we had better send the leg—do not you think so, my dear?”
“My dear papa, I sent the whole hind-quarter.I knew you would wish it.There will be the leg to be salted, you know,which is so very nice,and the loin to be dressed directly in any manner they like. ”
“That’s right, my dear, very right.I had not thought of it before,but that is the best way.They must not over-salt the leg; and then,if it is not over-salted,and if it is very thoroughly boiled,just as Serle boils ours, and eaten very moderately of,with a boiled turnip, and a little carrot or parsnip,I do not consider it unwholesome.”
“Emma,” said Mr. Knightley presently,“I have a piece of news for you.You like news—and I heard an article in my way hither that I think will interest you.”
“News!Oh!yes, I always like news. What is it?—why do you smile so?—where did you hear it?—at Randalls?”
He had time only to say,