The road ran by the side of the lake,which became narrower as I approached my native town.I discovered more distinctly the black sides of Jura,and the bright summit of Mont Blanc.I wept like a child. “Dear mountains!my own beautiful lake!how do you welcome your wanderer?Your summits are clear;the sky and lake are blue and placid.Is this to prognosticate peace,or to mock at my unhappiness?”
I fear, my friend, that I shall render myself tedious by dwelling on these preliminary circumstances; but they were days of comparative happiness, and I think of them with pleasure. My country, my beloved country!who but a native can tell the delight I took in again beholding thy streams,thy mountains, and, more than all, thy lovely lake!
Yet, as I drew nearer home,grief and fear again overcame me.Night also closed around;and when I could hardly see the dark mountains,I felt still more gloomily.The picture appeared a vast and dim scene of evil,and I foresaw obscurely that I was destined to become the most wretched of human beings. Alas!I prophesied truly, and failed only in one single circumstance,that in all the misery I imagined and dreaded,I did not conceive the hundredth part of the anguish I was destined to endure.
It was completely dark when I arrived in the environs of Geneva;the gates of the town were already shut;and I was obliged to pass the night at Secheron,a village at the distance of half a league from the city.The sky was serene; and, as I was unable to rest,I resolved to visit the spot where my poor William had been murdered.As I could not pass through the town,I was obliged to cross the lake in a boat to arrive at Plainpalais.During this short voyage I saw the lightning playing on the summit of Mont Blanc in the most beautiful figures. The storm appeared to approach rapidly, and, on landing, I ascended a low hill, that I might observe its progress. It advanced; the heavens were clouded, and I soon felt the rain coming slowly in large drops, but its violence quickly increased.
I quitted my seat, and walked on,although the darkness and storm increased every minute,and the thunder burst with a terrific crash over my head.It was echoed from Salêve, the Juras,and the Alps of Savoy;vivid flashes of lightning dazzled my eyes,illuminating the lake,making it appear like a vast sheet of fire;then for an instant every thing seemed of a pitchy darkness,until the eye recovered itself from the preceding flash.The storm, as is often the case in Switzerland,appeared at once in various parts of the heavens.The most violent storm hung exactly north of the town,over the part of the lake which lies between the promontory of Belrive and the village of Copêt. Another storm enlightened Jura with faint flashes; and another darkened and sometimes disclosed the Môle, a peaked mountain to the east of the lake.
While I watched the tempest, so beautiful yet terrific,I wandered on with a hasty step.This noble war in the sky elevated my spirits;I clasped my hands, and exclaimed aloud, “William, dear angel!this is thy funeral, this thy dirge!” As I said these words,I perceived in the gloom a figure which stole from behind a clump of trees near me; I stood fixed, gazing intently: I could not be mistaken. A flash of lightning illuminated the object, and discovered its shape plainly to me; its gigantic stature, and the deformity of its aspect more hideous than belongs to humanity, instantly informed me that it was the wretch, the filthy dæmon, to whom I had given life. What did he there?Could he be (I shuddered at the conception) the murderer of my brother?No sooner did that idea cross my imagination,than I became convinced of its truth;my teeth chattered,and I was forced to lean against a tree for support.The figure passed me quickly,and I lost it in the gloom.Nothing in human shape could have destroyed the fair child._He_ was the murderer!I could not doubt it.The mere presence of the idea was an irresistible proof of the fact.I thought of pursuing the devil;but it would have been in vain,for another flash discovered him to me hanging among the rocks of the nearly perpendicular ascent of Mont Salêve, a hill that bounds Plainpalais on the south. He soon reached the summit, and disappeared.
I remained motionless. The thunder ceased;but the rain still continued,and the scene was enveloped in an impenetrable darkness.I revolved in my mind the events which I had until now sought to forget:the whole train of my progress toward the creation;the appearance of the works of my own hands at my bedside;its departure. Two years had now nearly elapsed since the night on which he first received life; and was this his first crime?Alas!I had turned loose into the world a depraved wretch,whose delight was in carnage and misery;had he not murdered my brother?
No one can conceive the anguish I suffered during the remainder of the night,which I spent, cold and wet, in the open air.But I did not feel the inconvenience of the weather;my imagination was busy in scenes of evil and despair.I considered the being whom I had cast among mankind,and endowed with the will and power to effect purposes of horror,such as the deed which he had now done,nearly in the light of my own vampire,my own spirit let loose from the grave,and forced to destroy all that was dear to me.
Day dawned; and I directed my steps towards the town.The gates were open,and I hastened to my father’s house.My first thought was to discover what I knew of the murderer,and cause instant pursuit to be made.But I paused when I reflected on the story that I had to tell.A being whom I myself had formed, and endued with life,had met me at midnight among the precipices of an inaccessible mountain.I remembered also the nervous fever with which I had been seized just at the time that I dated my creation, and which would give an air of delirium to a tale otherwise so utterly improbable. I well knew that if any other had communicated such a relation to me, I should have looked upon it as the ravings of insanity. Besides, the strange nature of the animal would elude all pursuit, even if I were so far credited as to persuade my relatives to commence it. And then of what use would be pursuit?Who could arrest a creature capable of scaling the overhanging sides of Mont Salêve?These reflections determined me,and I resolved to remain silent.
It was about five in the morning when I entered my father’s house.I told the servants not to disturb the family,and went into the library to attend their usual hour of rising.
Six years had elapsed,passed in a dream but for one indelible trace,and I stood in the same place where I had last embraced my father before my departure for Ingolstadt. Beloved and venerable parent!He still remained to me.I gazed on the picture of my mother,which stood over the mantel-piece.It was an historical subject,painted at my father’s desire,and represented Caroline Beaufort in an agony of despair,kneeling by the coffin of her dead father.Her garb was rustic, and her cheek pale;but there was an air of dignity and beauty,that hardly permitted the sentiment of pity.Below this picture was a miniature of William;and my tears flowed when I looked upon it.While I was thus engaged, Ernest entered:he had heard me arrive, and hastened to welcome me:“Welcome, my dearest Victor,” said he. “Ah!I wish you had come three months ago,and then you would have found us all joyous and delighted.You come to us now to share a misery which nothing can alleviate;yet your presence will, I hope, revive our father,who seems sinking under his misfortune;and your persuasions will induce poor Elizabeth to cease her vain and tormenting self-accusations.—Poor William!he was our darling and our pride!”