_25 October._--How I miss my phonograph!To write diary with a pen is irksome to me;but Van Helsing says I must.We were all wild with excitement yesterday when Godalming got his telegram from Lloyd’s. I know now what men feel in battle when the call to action is heard. Mrs. Harker, alone of our party, did not show any signs of emotion. After all, it is not strange that she did not; for we took special care not to let her know anything about it, and we all tried not to show any excitement when we were in her presence. In old days she would, I am sure, have noticed, no matter how we might have tried to conceal it; but in this way she is greatly changed during the past three weeks. The lethargy grows upon her, and though she seems strong and well, and is getting back some of her colour, Van Helsing and I are not satisfied. We talk of her often; we have not, however, said a word to the others. It would break poor Harker’s heart--certainly his nerve--if he knew that we had even a suspicion on the subject. Van Helsing examines, he tells me, her teeth very carefully, whilst she is in the hypnotic condition, for he says that so long as they do not begin to sharpen there is no active danger of a change in her. If this change should come, it would be necessary to take steps!... We both know what those steps would have to be,though we do not mention our thoughts to each other.We should neither of us shrink from the task--awful though it be to contemplate. “Euthanasia” is an excellent and a comforting word!I am grateful to whoever invented it.
It is only about 24 hours’ sail from the Dardanelles to here,at the rate the _Czarina Catherine_ has come from London.She should therefore arrive some time in the morning;but as she cannot possibly get in before then,we are all about to retire early.We shall get up at one o’clock, so as to be ready.
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_25 October, Noon_.--No news yet of the ship’s arrival.Mrs. Harker’s hypnotic report this morning was the same as usual,so it is possible that we may get news at any moment.We men are all in a fever of excitement, except Harker,who is calm; his hands are cold as ice,and an hour ago I found him whetting the edge of the great Ghoorka knife which he now always carries with him. It will be a bad lookout for the Count if the edge of that “Kukri” ever touches his throat, driven by that stern, ice-cold hand!
Van Helsing and I were a little alarmed about Mrs.Harker to-day. About noon she got into a sort of lethargy which we did not like; although we kept silence to the others, we were neither of us happy about it. She had been restless all the morning, so that we were at first glad to know that she was sleeping. When, however, her husband mentioned casually that she was sleeping so soundly that he could not wake her, we went to her room to see for ourselves. She was breathing naturally and looked so well and peaceful that we agreed that the sleep was better for her than anything else. Poor girl, she has so much to forget that it is no wonder that sleep, if it brings oblivion to her, does her good.
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_Later._--Our opinion was justified,for when after a refreshing sleep of some hours she woke up,she seemed brighter and better than she had been for days.At sunset she made the usual hypnotic report.Wherever he may be in the Black Sea,the Count is hurrying to his destination. To his doom, I trust!
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_26 October._--Another day and no tidings of the _Czarina Catherine_.She ought to be here by now.That she is still journeying _somewhere_ is apparent,for Mrs. Harker’s hypnotic report at sunrise was still the same.It is possible that the vessel may be lying by,at times, for fog; some of the steamers which came in last evening reported patches of fog both to north and south of the port. We must continue our watching, as the ship may now be signalled any moment.
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_27 October, Noon._--Most strange;no news yet of the ship we wait for. Mrs.Harker reported last night and this morning as usual:“lapping waves and rushing water,” though she added that “the waves were very faint.” The telegrams from London have been the same:“no further report.” Van Helsing is terribly anxious,and told me just now that he fears the Count is escaping us.He added significantly:--
“I did not like that lethargy of Madam Mina’s.Souls and memories can do strange things during trance.” I was about to ask him more,but Harker just then came in,and he held up a warning hand.We must try to-night at sunset to make her speak more fully when in her hypnotic state.
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_28 October._--Telegram. _Rufus Smith, London,to Lord Godalming, care H. B. M. Vice Consul, Varna._
“_Czarina Catherine_ reported entering Galatz at one o’clock to-day. ”
_Dr. Seward’s Diary._
_28 October._--When the telegram came announcing the arrival in Galatz I do not think it was such a shock to any of us as might have been expected. True, we did not know whence, or how, or when, the bolt would come; but I think we all expected that something strange would happen. The delay of arrival at Varna made us individually satisfied that things would not be just as we had expected; we only waited to learn where the change would occur. None the less, however, was it a surprise. I suppose that nature works on such a hopeful basis that we believe against ourselves that things will be as they ought to be, not as we should know that they will be. Transcendentalism is a beacon to the angels, even if it be a will-o’-the-wisp to man. It was an odd experience and we all took it differently. Van Helsing raised his hand over his head for a moment, as though in remonstrance with the Almighty; but he said not a word, and in a few seconds stood up with his face sternly set. Lord Godalming grew very pale, and sat breathing heavily. I was myself half stunned and looked in wonder at one after another. Quincey Morris tightened his belt with that quick movement which I knew so well; in our old wandering days it meant “action.” Mrs. Harker grew ghastly white, so that the scar on her forehead seemed to burn, but she folded her hands meekly and looked up in prayer. Harker smiled--actually smiled--the dark, bitter smile of one who is without hope; but at the same time his action belied his words, for his hands instinctively sought the hilt of the great Kukri knife and rested there. “When does the next train start for Galatz?” said Van Helsing to us generally.
“At 6:30 to-morrow morning!” We all started, for the answer came from Mrs. Harker.
“How on earth do you know?” said Art.
“You forget--or perhaps you do not know,though Jonathan does and so does Dr.Van Helsing--that I am the train fiend.At home in Exeter I always used to make up the time-tables,so as to be helpful to my husband.I found it so useful sometimes,that I always make a study of the time-tables now.I knew that if anything were to take us to Castle Dracula we should go by Galatz, or at any rate through Bucharest, so I learned the times very carefully. Unhappily there are not many to learn, as the only train to-morrow leaves as I say.”
“Wonderful woman!” murmured the Professor.