“Jo, dear, don’t hope any more. It won’t do any good.I’m sure of that. We won’t be miserable,but enjoy being together while we wait.We’ll have happy times, for I don’t suffer much,and I think the tide will go out easily, if you help me.”
Jo leaned down to kiss the tranquil face,and with that silent kiss,she dedicated herself soul and body to Beth.
She was right. There was no need of any words when they got home,for Father and Mother saw plainly now what they had prayed to be saved from seeing. Tired with her short journey, Beth went at once to bed, saying how glad she was to be home, and when Jo went down, she found that she would be spared the hard task of telling Beth’s secret. Her father stood leaning his head on the mantelpiece and did not turn as she came in, but her mother stretched out her arms as if for help, and Jo went to comfort her without a word.
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN NEW IMPRESSIONS
At three o’clock in the afternoon,all the fashionable world at Nice may be seen on the Promenade des Anglais—a charming place, for the wide walk, bordered with palms, flowers, and tropical shrubs, is bounded on one side by the sea, on the other by the grand drive, lined with hotels and villas, while beyond lie orange orchards and the hills. Many nations are represented, many languages spoken, many costumes worn, and on a sunny day the spectacle is as gay and brilliant as a carnival. Haughty English, lively French, sober Germans, handsome Spaniards, ugly Russians, meek Jews, free-and-easy Americans, all drive, sit, or saunter here, chatting over the news, and criticizing the latest celebrity who has arrived—Ristori or Dickens, Victor Emmanuel or the Queen of the Sandwich Islands. The equipages are as varied as the company and attract as much attention, especially the low basket barouches in which ladies drive themselves, with a pair of dashing ponies, gay nets to keep their voluminous flounces from overflowing the diminutive vehicles, and little grooms on the perch behind.
Along this walk, on Christmas Day,a tall young man walked slowly,with his hands behind him,and a somewhat absent expression of countenance.He looked like an Italian,was dressed like an Englishman,and had the independent air of an American—a combination which caused sundry pairs of feminine eyes to look approvingly after him, and sundry dandies in black velvet suits, with rose-colored neckties, buff gloves, and orange flowers in their buttonholes, to shrug their shoulders, and then envy him his inches. There were plenty of pretty faces to admire, but the young man took little notice of them, except to glance now and then at some blonde girl in blue. Presently he strolled out of the promenade and stood a moment at the crossing, as if undecided whether to go and listen to the band in the Jardin Publique, or to wander along the beach toward Castle Hill. The quick trot of ponies’ feet made him look up, as one of the little carriages, containing a single young lady, came rapidly down the street. The lady was young, blonde, and dressed in blue. He stared a minute, then his whole face woke up, and, waving his hat like a boy, he hurried forward to meet her.
“Oh, Laurie, is it really you?I thought you’d never come!” cried Amy, dropping the reins and holding out both hands,to the great scandalization of a French mamma,who hastened her daughter’s steps,lest she should be demoralized by beholding the free manners of these ‘mad English’.
“I was detained by the way,but I promised to spend Christmas with you, and here I am.”
“How is your grandfather?When did you come?Where are you staying?”
“Very well—last night—at the Chauvain.I called at your hotel, but you were out.”
“I have so much to say, I don’t know where to begin!Get in and we can talk at our ease.I was going for a drive and longing for company.Flo’s saving up for tonight.”
“What happens then, a ball?”
“A Christmas party at our hotel.There are many Americans there,and they give it in honor of the day.You’ll go with us, of course?Aunt will be charmed.”
“Thank you. Where now?” asked Laurie, leaning back and folding his arms,a proceeding which suited Amy, who preferred to drive,for her parasol whip and blue reins over the white ponies’ backs afforded her infinite satisfaction.
“I’m going to the bankers first for letters,and then to Castle Hill. The view is so lovely,and I like to feed the peacocks.Have you ever been there?”
“Often, years ago, but I don’t mind having a look at it. ”
“Now tell me all about yourself.The last I heard of you,your grandfather wrote that he expected you from Berlin. ”
“Yes, I spent a month there and then joined him in Paris,where he has settled for the winter.He has friends there and finds plenty to amuse him,so I go and come, and we get on capitally.”
“That’s a sociable arrangement,” said Amy,missing something in Laurie’s manner,though she couldn’t tell what.
“Why, you see, he hates to travel,and I hate to keep still, so we each suit ourselves,and there is no trouble. I am often with him,and he enjoys my adventures,while I like to feel that someone is glad to see me when I get back from my wanderings. Dirty old hole, isn’t it?” he added, with a look of disgust as they drove along the boulevard to the Place Napoleon in the old city.
“The dirt is picturesque, so I don’t mind.The river and the hills are delicious,and these glimpses of the narrow cross streets are my delight.Now we shall have to wait for that procession to pass.It’s going to the Church of St. John.”
While Laurie listlessly watched the procession of priests under their canopies,white-veiled nuns bearing lighted tapers,and some brotherhood in blue chanting as they walked,Amy watched him, and felt a new sort of shyness steal over her,for he was changed,and she could not find the merry-faced boy she left in the moody-looking man beside her. He was handsomer than ever and greatly improved, she thought, but now that the flush of pleasure at meeting her was over, he looked tired and spiritless—not sick, nor exactly unhappy, but older and graver than a year or two of prosperous life should have made him. She couldn’t understand it and did not venture to ask questions, so she shook her head and touched up her ponies, as the procession wound away across the arches of the Paglioni bridge and vanished in the church.
“Que pensez-vous?” she said, airing her French,which had improved in quantity, if not in quality,since she came abroad.
“That mademoiselle has made good use of her time,and the result is charming,” replied Laurie,bowing with his hand on his heart and an admiring look.